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hey guys i just wanted to message u up 2 let you know am still alive..been busy with school and work...works been paying REALLY WELL...haha..am keeping it secret though..haha...anyway i'll be posting more stuff soon.peace...

havent been able to update my page much..been studying sound engineering and digital audio since i just bought my synths..am looking forward to making music right now..i'll be posting more works soon...i wont be neglecting art as much but right now i feel the need to make some music...see you soon guys!

walking through the mirror..its just the beginning
talking to my reflection and facing my fears..
its building on its own...
a length of rope by a life which i cant cope with..
disrespecting my own will...moving in for the kill..
Respond with a channel of false rumors..a cloud of smoky gray..
In the melancholic circus..we dance in a slow paced tune...
Glamor this clamor, revenge is a must...drown it with trust..
call a name resounding in the less fortunate bunker...
treat me with a medicated crow lover...
as it sleeps next to you my heart beat whistles..
a slow tune of vintage cartoons...of mice and men..
my notes of devotion and love...ascend as of doves...

SCARED? OF WHAT? I DONT KNOW I JUST FEEL IT WAH! I FEEL LIKE SOMETHING BADS GONNA HAPPEN I JUST KNOW IT? WAH! ANYWAY SCHOOLS PRETTY MUCH LOOSE BUT I HAVE TO SHAPE UP THIS TIME AROUND! PLUS MY BDAYS CUMING UP! I HOPE I GET THE SYNTHS I WANT! HAPPY BERDEY BY D WAY TO DREW! YES YES!

grrr....i feel like am at a loss.. i need to do something productive...i need to get a life...yah i think thats it.. need to earn some dough...am not even getting ideas for anything...guess its dry season..my birthday's coming up....stil dont know what i wana do...still i just wana chill and celebrate...